jealousy

every time i see you with her it makes my heart beat a bit slower

but i cant give her the power to tower over me

cant you see

your love is what i need

 

and i kno it gets hard

with you being so damn far

im tearing apart

even from the start

but ill always have you in my heart

 

i knew you wanted her from the start

so

stop playing with my hert

 

i kno you got shit on your mind

but

gimme some time to rewind

then ill be fine

 

you said you wanted space

but go back to your new bitch

 

so let me just say

this is not jealousy

its the fear of you losing me

 

i always thought to myself that i was going to hell

for

wanting a bad boy like you

thankfully it never came true

but

im still missing you

but then

you came outta the blue

just to say i miss you

but

we both know that isnt true

 

you never wanted me

but

i always wanted you

 

and i wish my dream would come true

of it being just me and you

you will always be my boo

even if im the fool

and when love isnt my tool

now tell me

is it still jealousy

or

is it from me drinking all of this hennessey

but then

i realize

all of your damn lies

that you told me

will always be part of my story

so lemme just say

it wont be even close to being boring