Lost Cause (prod. Capsctrl)

0:15 [hook]

I'm fading while I'm waiting

I'm tired of this life

It's been draining, should I still fight

Containing, rearranging

I try to find myself, but I can't even seem to find the light

 

0:30 [verse 1]

Going through life, why do I have to survive

Why do I have to keep putting myself down

Why do I have to keep taking this steady consumption of constant destruction

What is this life im living

blood is corrosive, internal demise

body and soul can't take it

it's spreading rapidly

I'm running but struggling

Tripping I fall to the ground I'm cut open you want that libation now

Sinking your fangs, the pleasures of pain

Shivers down my spine

Moment is quick, I'm sinking, in a tectonic mix

Im overthinking got nowhere to go and they're breaking my bones

Crushing my aspirations, I'm lost in all my frustrations

Somebody please come and save me

get a little taste of insanity

Do you wanna be a glutton?

Swallow it whole, my mind's really something

<low laughing>

Really its nothing

Demons are coming, but nowhere to go

i cover your eyes, voices still show

 

"You'll suffer, be in pain"

"There's no hope, nothing to gain"

"you'll break down, you'll hide the same"

"place you picked, know where to go"

"no longer whole"

"Let's us take control"

 

1:32 [hook]

I'm fading I'm waiting

Im tired of this life

It's been draining, should I still fight

Containing, rearranging

I try to find myself, but I can't even seem to find the light

 

 

1:47 [verse 2]

It's unreal the way that I feel

Numb it all away so I can act like I heal

there's no escaping the pain

The only thing that changed with time, my brain

I'm insane

Thinking that it's an issue but it's not simple

Asking me what have i been through (NO)

I am just mental (SO)

I'm already lost (I KNOW)

what i should do is stop pretending

wishing, and hoping, I don't see an ending

Suffering i still attain

from the greatest war

that still remains

Inside of my brain

Land of the lost, depriving my soul, energy wanting to longer flow

It's taken my light everything out of my sight

no longer wanting to fight

All of the demons that dwelling inside

they are telling me they're no longer wanting to hide

and it's only a matter of time

cause voices have already my taken my mind

i am just waiting to die

laughing?

does that make me a joke?

if it does nobody get it though