Lost in My Head

I’m lost in my head becuz you’re not here with me,

where did you go because I’m so unhappy here I thought that you would always

be in my life forever but since you been gone my minds been going whack,

I can’t handle the fact the that’s your really gone,

Is it true you’re watching me from above,

Cuz if you are then why can’t you take away my pain,

thinking that you would come back and save the day,

dad where did you go becuz like I told you before I’m so unhappy here,

can’t you get me out of here,

can’t you see that I suffered enough with all the tears that been crying for you

every night, I’m tired of crying, I’m tired of yelling, I’m tired of hurting myself just

to get rid of the feeling,

You don’t understand I been begging and pleading for you to come take me

away from all this treason, the world started to get cold right after you left,

and it’s getting colder with each step that I’m taking,

it’s rather now or never cuz this year ain’t gonna get better it gets worse each

second that I’m type a letter,

So it’s up to u dad are you gonna take me now or never cuz like I told

you before I’m lost in my mind and it ain’t getting no better,

I’m lost in my mind don’t you understand you told me things would get better

but things will never get better,

things will never be the same without you here,

all the Love and care that I had throughout the year has all be destroyed by

Lil boys that never cared,

You were supposed to be the one from stopping them for doing that,

but after you left they been playin me like a foo,

they been playin with my heart, they been playin with my mind,

Dad you were the one that was supposed to teach me how to pick the right guy

Now I’m with a Gang banger the type of guys you didn’t want me to be with,

I’m lost in my mind and I can’t do nothing right,

I guess I can’t remember that night that you sat me down and told me not

to get with a guy that liked to fuck around in the game,

dad I gotta tell you something else I was stuck in my head the day I did

this I was jumped into a gang I got the tat and everything,

can’t take back what I did cuz I was lost in my head,

I’m still lost in my head and I’m not thinking clearly,

thinking about going to stick a needle in my arm and dying that way

if you ain’t gonna take me,

Can you tell me how the fuck I’m supposed to survive down here,

Like I told you before I’m lost in my mind and you really think I can survive

out here when I’m up all night writing these words down so you can get it right

so you can get it through your head that I’m not happy here,

and I just want you to take me right now instead of never,

what do I got to do to make you realize that I’m not happy here

and I need to die,

Get me out of my head dad you know how to get me out,

And if you can’t get me out then that go’s to shows

you want to take me right now,

so go ahead dad make the right choice now,

are you gonna take me with you or you gonna leave me here stranded

in a cold world that doesn’t even love me like you did

cuz if you don’t I guess you never cared but hey that’s just me

stuck in my head, If you’re getting mad just know

all I’m doing is typin my feels,

So go ahead dad and make the right decision cuz it’s all up to you cuz

your wearing a crown so go ahead

and don’t make me look like a mother fuckin clown.