Inspiration Lecrae Remix
• Written by javonlangston
Put my heart in this, tell em I put my heart in this
Childhood filled with a lot of hurt and hatred
Lies all around me, whole lot of fakin
But this is my struggle try to see if you relate man
Didn't have much but I think that Imma make it
Face it
Big pieces of my heart missing
Giving people love and my heart got splitted
Many times it got spitted
On by people that I go to trust
Looking at my past in disgust
At the point of giving up sometimes
I hate the pain inside
But I gotta move on cause the rain resides
And still I can't realize
Why I choose to fight
All these battle scars hurting
Why I can't just hide?
Looking for some real
I take a look in the mirror
and it appears I'm the only one who sees my fear
Because I'm fearing me
And man it's killing me
Seeing that I need to find some healing to be free
And still it seems
That I need some inspiration
Times be hard feeling a little desperation
Tryna find some guidance looking in the wrong places
Looking for some good but I keep finding satan, yeah
I used to pray everyday but man I lost my faith
And man I know God's real but still I'm straying away
Cause it was forced on me
And now that it ain't
I've been only chasing it away
See things that I used to be afraid of
Are now same the things that a nigga made of
Might seem made up or ironic to you
But compared to my past
I'm a person anew and that's the truth
But what else am I to do huh?
What else am I to do huh?
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javonlangston
Member since November 16 2014