Loveless

I remember the old days

When me and my hommies would go to the junk yard pretending everything is okay

Find my mom and this other dude  drinking while listening to Marvin gay

Overdose drugs until they forget there names

Reaching an extent of dislocating my right arm

Until grandma took me away from you afraid u couldn't cause more harm

Some months passed hearing you got arrested for some crime

You never told me about try to see you but the police wouldn't let me

That's the time I needed to be with you

Wanted your love but you were always drunk lights out so that's something you couldn't see

I try to forget about it but this is stuck to me like paper glue(yeah)

Sometimes I wish I had a normal childhood

But no you where always depressed thats something I never understood

Grandma always tried to tell you to quiet the drugs but you were someone who never wanted to be told

Now you are seated on your chair health issues finally catching up while you getting old

The funny thing is that you only cared for the drugs and not yourself

I'm so addicted to this heart breaking moment it's the only crack I sniff

It's to late to change the past the option I'm left with is to only say what if

Do you even have a heart you acted so heartless and Loveless

Over driven by your stupid choices and selfishness

Until you crushed us in a life loneliness

Now you got us search for something will never find and that's happiness

That's why I have always thought of suicide when I see that knife

But i can't cause I value life its all I have

I just want to make you proud

And show you something and that's my love

Wish we could live forever but there is always time when we 6 fit down the ground