I always try

I’m really trying I’m really trying I’m really trying I’m really trying I’m really trying I’m really trying I’m really trying I’m really trying

Aright most people need help thats what I’m here for some friends don’t even

Care for me but I got some real ones real people I always try to help but it

Does not seems enough life it seems like took a bat hit me so hard that still feel

the pain Don’t hide the shame these raps tell other on how I feel for real I realize I

help Other so much to the point where I need help I need a shoulder to cry on

lean on am trapping myself to the point where I am the bad guy I am the cops I

am citizens running away from myself wow I made my own world where I am only

There I call it the gaze where I stare out into space when you look me in the face

Wish I did not do thats why we call them mistakes right yes it is corna but I had

Always wore a mask I’m really trying I’m really trying I’m really trying I’m really

trying I’m really trying I’m really trying I’m really trying I’m really trying ok it seems

Like most people don’t even read my rap nor even listen to them wow keeping all

my feelings bottled up until now I am finna be loud I guess no one can hear me

No one had read this has anyone even met the real me wow no one

I guess while I keep on trying to impress myself wow I made a big mess

I can be in more pain that I am right now but luckily I ain’t doh I have been trying

for so long I am about to give up huh thats true doh thats true doh life is hard to

understand man most people say they would take a bullet for you but it is easier to die and harder to live see now when you wanna

but now you wanna cry I’m really trying I’m really trying I’m really trying I’m really

trying I’m really trying I’m really trying I’m really trying I’m really trying I’m really trying I’m really trying I’m really trying I’m really trying

trying I’m really trying I’m really trying I’m really trying I’m really trying I’m really trying I’m really trying I’m really trying I’m really trying