believer remix

Its time to step this game up

 

I was down there was nobody to care for me

or anybody I loved who was there for me

tell me you ever lost everybody you deeply loved?

go to school get punched kicked and shoved?

or as soon as you stepped on stage you where booed off?

through all of this I tried to keep believing

I couldn't handle all of this hate I was receiving

I was just a kid when my mum was in my arms and she was bleeding

I could see all the medical attention she was needing

when my daddy used to beat her she was on her knees pleading

this made me turn to a point where I just didn't care

felt suicidal because of my hair

and the fact my momma was in my arms and she was dying

I could of started a flood with the amount I was crying

so i downed some pills from the chemist

coz my dad was either depressed or pissed

i remember my momma said "Ciaran go to your room and don't come at for a while"

while my dad beat her with a bat and a file

then he ran away in his 98 delta

my world came crashing down there was no place for shelter

i wanted to stop him but i was only a kid

still have these fucking nightmares they just wont get rid OH!

 

Chours:

Oh oh oh oh oh oh make me a believer! X4

 

verse 2:

i promised my momma id take care of my brother ill care for him

and if he was ever in trouble that id be there for him

and it still fucking kills me inside

my demons telling me i got nowhere to fucking hide!

i fucking despise my dad this is the path he chose?

when my mom hit the floor i just couldn't move i froze

i cried all fucking night about what was caused

when she passed the world came crashing and the universe just paused

i know moaning about it aint gonna bring her back

i just thought id tell you the truth on this track

and somewhere in heaven i know your looking down on me

and im being the best man that i can be

coz i did this for you

only you

nobody else but you

i wish you were still here so i could say i love you too

coz everytime your mentioned in a chat i just cry

and if it meant for you to still be here id fucking die

why were you the one to be removed from the planet??

i was just the kid of the family but i became the one that ran it

ill never forgive him for this not in a million years

1 present cant make up for a million tears

he treated like you like nothing but fucking dirt

when you where dying there i was just gripping your shirt

i laid there with you till you stopped breathing

i was scarred depressed i needed something to believe in

but momma i knew you would be in heaven

witnessed all this bullshit and i only passed 7

sometimes i pretend your still alive and we chat like old times

way older back before i was spitting these rhymes

i miss you momma and i love you but there was no way to relieve ya

that's why i pray to god at night shouting make me a believer!!!!

 

END:

oh oh oh oh oh oh oh make me a believer!! X4

i just need something to believe in

im gone man