Past and Now

Striving to better myself from the self taught sorrow

Saved by the bell,my brain isn't in my line of thought

Rehab sends you on the straight and narrow

Unlike that drunk moron captain jack sparrow

you know from pirates of the Caribbean, you sick amphibian

im sick and brilliant,but for some reason,

you cant comprehend my experience

im sorry i was a addicted to drugs that's inglorious

is was delirious and luxurious to have my own home

where i could sit there and pop pills all alone

can't believe I would love it and sit there all stoned

I felt like the king of my own throan, i shoulda known

being high all the time kicks you outa the zone

walking down the street scared you drug dealer will dome you

and leave you dead at their feet

shit, one after another, i could surely see defeat

until i called you mom, "mom i can't sleep", these drugs are killing me

now look, im in van-city, got a girl, and damn is she pretty

showed me right from wrong, now i got the words to this song

stay up all night long, until i came up with words to tell you im wrong

Im sorry baby I love you, i knew it all along