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Joel & My Soul
- Grew a knack for pickin the losers, just for another shot of smack
- thinkin they have no clue, as I inject their dollars day in n' out
- how long until they see my love is untrue? Never claimed bitches had virtue
- whole life I gotta rebuild this hellhole, so deception I became very skilled.
- I'm forever titled a moocher, I can blame it all on the cards I was dealt
- or live up to the choices I've made, lies comin up like acid reflex
- while I continually spit with the precision of a surgeon
- Existing under phony pretenses as I fill my veins with poison
- knowing my days have been counted, stuck in slow motion
- acting on impulse, am I even still alive? Better take my vitals.
- Life wasted dressed like as a sheep, merely so I can bleed in peace.
- Injecting my victims with corruption simply to get a faction higher,
- leading boys to a heart that I convinced myself couldn't be identified
- I could blame it all on grief or live up to the bloodstain I spend all day craving
- Next time I don't pick up the phone, I just might be the one in a bodybag,
- I don't say that to crave your pity, I'm just laying down the truth.
- My biggest fear is a headstone with no name, yet another Jane Doe.
- Everyday the heroin numbs the agony a little less, while my needle grows duller,
- Yet I only seem to grow more reckless, risking everything just to cop a 20.
- Dope attempted to claim my life yet right as I gave up hope, you arrived.
- Like a pill the doctor prescribed, you deified the fuckin' grim reaper.
- Before I believed in soulmates, I just craved self inflicted relief.
- Leaving my soul undefined, fuck that, It was heroin I couldn't confine.
- When we met I was breathing but far from alive n' not quite done deceiving.
- stuck in an intense descent towards a grave that already claimed me as a slave.
- You showed a devotion, that I was sure was blinded by confusion &lonesome.
- How could you see past the bloodstains &track marks? It was all so baffling,
- Love which felt so strange, while also oddly hypnotic, all at once I felt a change.
- Yet life left me desensitized n' dead inside, a shell of where a women used to be.
- Now I'm gonna spit some versus tryin' to redeem all that seems futile.
- Fate shifted shit around, even tho you're my blessing in disguise,
- We may still be addicted but recovery we walk towards hand in hand, committed.
- I can guarantee that these words ain't drug induced cause I'm no longer lost
- I used to only be able to give forty units of my time n' only if mandatory
- Your passion has changed all that, cause you chose forgiveness instead of hate.
- Bitch mother's abandoned me n' asshole father's that can't stand me,
- yet none of that matters now, dope merely used to be my master
- Now I'd happily pay for my crimes n' earn back my credibly
- so listen to these rhymes one more time n' hear the truth as you reflect.
- you'll hear my torment n' regret, these won't be my only amends I'll make
- My own personal realm of hell that I'd built for myself, brick by brick.
- Me n' you are perfect together, love is my drug without the steady decline,
- could that be your epitome? Living without senseless violence
- I'm sick of acting out a lie just so I can end up in the same place again.
- Their's more than one use for a spoon, n' I'm done with the abuse
- Done living as a parasite, so fuckin' greatful our paths collided
- I fell in love with your truths while you called my bluff n' found a way to forgive,
- revealing a part of my soul, you had no idea what you were freeing.
- I'd already called it quits while involuntary pleading guilty
- thought all was lost with June, agony so raw it blackened my spoon.
- Somehow you saw past the lies, even when I had lost sight of the horizon,
- Innocence so far in the past, love shown where light was unknown.
- I'm not some careless bitch, and sure as fuck aint known for obedience.
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