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meeting myself
- my name is alex and i just turned 7
- going to the pharmacy to pick up the pills that im gettin
- the doctor says that i have ADHD
- and i can't focus lately
- kids at school call me names during the tests
- so now im diagnosed as clinically depressed
- Mom gives me new meds and i drink the whole cup
- she says when im feeling down i need to take an up
- but i got so many uppers I need to take downers just fall asleep
- and i can't dream cause the nightmares of the day follow me
- One night i went to bed three weeks after my 9th birthday
- then i open my eyes and its three years later on a thursday
- i don't remeber much because its all just a blur
- my mom died and i don't remember looking at her
- because of the medicine that the doc tells me to take
- make me numb to the touch and my vision opaque
- i have a room mate in my brain that has more control than me
- it decides my decisions even if i disagree
- i been on these meds for so long i don't understand free will
- i can't handle these situations wheres my pill he will
- I feel i can't function and insanity im on the brink
- there are papers on my docs desc that decide if i can blink
- I'm on a pill to make me got over the loss of my mother
- im on so many pills i'm starting to loose track of all the colors
- but i'm scared of stopping because i don't who will have control
- but i don't want to be on these pills when im 50 years old
- i need help so i ask doc for more medication
- i feel my bode becoming numb i feel myself fading
- now im just on basic programming to do what im told
- im what the government wants don't you see mindless adults
- but i gotta stop so im going through detox
- i want to meet myself i want to know how he talks
- i want to know what he likes what he does for fun
- i want to know what its like to feel something other than numb
- i wan't to know what its like to love i want to learn to care
- i want to know if i have people around me that will actually be there
- ones that once knew me instead of me on the meds
- i want to be able to run with me telling my legs
- now im twenty one years young and its rehab that im heading
- im thinking clearly and without the anti depressants
- I'm feeling nice
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