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My Apology

  1. (Intro:Singing)
  2. Mom, I just want you to know
  3. I wish i can take away the pain i caused,
  4. and even though you tried hard, to continue to be proud
  5. but inside, i know it kills you to know the sins of me.
  6. Mom, I just wanted to show
  7. that i know the damage on you is all my fault,
  8. there's no need to blame yourself, you can let ya shame out
  9. its all me, no need to pretend your happy with me, cuz...
  10.  
  11. [CHORUS:Singing]
  12. I guess it's too late to fix my mistakes
  13. my decisions left you in pain
  14. there's no one else you can blame but me,
  15. i just hope our love still remains
  16. know I think about you everyday,
  17. and this is my apology.
  18.  
  19. I should have admitted to the crimes that I've committed
  20. what i had submitted's worth more then any outfit it's
  21. something one is only born with,
  22. thought it was nothing but it was a promise.
  23. i done made myself blood brothers with some others
  24. that others felt uncomfortable with
  25. didn't even think twice of affiliating
  26. myself with the individuals in this.
  27. It was dumb,
  28. but i felt forever young becoming afraid of the light
  29. living in the dark,
  30. it started with a walk from the park out at night.
  31. I forgot about family,
  32. cuz it took my focus off of what i saw as adversities
  33. but in the end was the closest thing to me,
  34. how could I, thinking this was me.
  35. Now I've lost myself, facing the mirror glass,
  36. but all i faced was some mask
  37. and now I'm trying to find what was me,
  38. runnin' into my past and empty paths
  39. this rat race ended at what turned out to be the world's edge
  40. looking down the ledge to life's end it hit me,
  41. realizing what my ax did to my family tree...
  42. so I leaned closer and I stepped wondering who will miss me...
  43.  
  44. [CHORUS]
  45. I guess it's too late to fix my mistakes
  46. my decisions left you in pain
  47. there's no one else you can blame but me,
  48. i just hope our love still remains
  49. know I think about you everyday,
  50. and this is my apology.
  51.  
  52. Going down into the abyss, my head spins and i reminisce
  53. seeing memories i miss, and the memories i would miss
  54. I'm stretching trying to grab the ones in grasp,
  55. birthdays, funerals, and my future children
  56. all the possibilities that could happen
  57. in a man's existence I've been forgetting
  58. marriage, graduation, all this will never get to happen
  59. if i would of went through with all my mistakes 'n
  60. the one i really hurt, I know you got it the worst,
  61. and this is what would occur if i hadn't have turned,
  62. just imagining her face and feelings
  63. if she knew my sins 'n all after confessing
  64. Ma, i can't live with my self
  65. knowing the damage you have to hold, process, 'n
  66. live with this weight I've thrown upon ya,
  67. this isn't the child you pictured walking the altar.
  68. but don't bother blaming this on my father,
  69. none of this is his fault neither momma
  70. looking at the street wandering if i should go back 'n,
  71. it was you that kept me from crossing over
  72. i just hope that this can take some of that weight off your shoulder
  73. constantly worried, I'm just glad you lived through those dark parts
  74. and i know for you the hardest part was letting me out your arms,
  75. fixing my sleeves, shifting ya life for me,
  76. and the grief you grieved due to me
  77. getting all those calls 'bout me, you never wished for a better son,
  78. your love for me stayed satisfied with the son you conceived
  79. and still had time to love another three.
  80. I just love how you never lost your pride for me,
  81. and the same goes for you Ma
  82. so i just wanted you to know...
  83.  
  84. (BRIDGE)
  85. Mother I'm sorry for all my mistakes,
  86. but I don't regret the decisions I made.
  87. Because I would never have learned thee
  88. the man that i have turned out to be.
  89. I have no remorse for the decisions in school
  90. thats the reason i have this image of you.
  91. And if i am the one who has to leave first
  92. i hope you know, that you've done your part
  93. and none of this was never your fault so...
  94. don't you worry 'bout fixing my mistakes
  95. no more stress, and no more pain
  96. there's no one else you could blame but me,
  97. just know that our love still remains
  98. and I think about you everyday,
  99. and this was my apology.
  100.  
  101. [CHORUS]
  102.  
  103. It was never your fault...

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