BUILDING BLUEPRINT
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My Story
- //Verse 1:
- I don't think I've said what I've been through
- I grew up as a child wanting to be cool
- Life was amazing in the beginning
- But then the demons started winning
- Mom &dad both had an addiction
- Every night they'd argue in the kitchen
- It's crazy how shit changes as a child thinking of familiar places
- It's not an amazing wonderland
- Sometimes i wonder man will they ever stop?
- Can't they just knock it off before one of their heads pop off?
- In August of 08 is when they gave up
- Mom put up the white flag then kicked him out
- She couldn't let go of the pills and him the alcohol
- They probably don't even remember it all
- Sometimes i wonder could it have been different?
- Shit I'm going fucking insane thinking about the memories
- The shit was painful for me to see my parents would agree
- My sister had seen part of the madness
- She's only 9 now, her mind just sometimes completely crashes
- I wonder if my soul will last but everyone's life is fucked because of the aftermath
- I gotta find my own path get out of here
- And life is one thing i can no longer fear
- Put my body in gear &take off to the place of...
- Paradise
- If y'all think you know me try to walk in my shoes
- Nevermind don't cause you'd kill yourself over the fact you're in em'
- Uh, I'm sinful and I've got a crateful of
- Rhymes and God you know i am grateful cause of my skill on this damn mic
- I wake up with body pain trying to write a decent rap
- While other teens choose to sit on their ass and start to fap
- But to hell with that i got goals i need to achieve
- Grandma passed in 09
- She was my favorite person but it's just the luck of mine
- Shit started changing
- Mom saw my changes &wanted to have changes
- Me and her sat to talk &i told her about my depressed condition
- I saw her smash and throw away all of those pills in the kitchen
- She had to change her direction &switch positions
- She wanted to make life better for her &her children
- In 2011 my brother was born i was almost 11 but i had sworn I'd fight for them
- I hate the other kids i won't turn out like them
- For some reason mom couldn't keep her promise she got back on em'
- Passed out on the couch fucking snoring loud
- I had to be the one there for my siblings now
- Matthew and Makenzie i was their parents now
- Treated them like my own kids
- The world said i couldn't do it they probably wish they wouldn't have said that shit
- Because i proved em' all wrong
- I understand kids go through the hard sometimes that's why i wrote this song
- It wasn't very long till she finally sobered up
- And my thoughts they rushed
- So i started rapping in my notebooks explaining my story
- Sometimes my rhymes are stupid and corny
- But oh well let me be myself good lordy
- Mom gave Matthews dad custody of him to go through withdrawals
- But found out my moms condition and kept matthew away for so long
- That was my bestfriend man and now he's gone
- Fuck his faggot ass daddy I'll kill him then stab his mom shoot his bitch ass father
- Murder his sisters aunts uncles cousins and anyone else who tries too stop me
- Let these bitches keep my brother away from me any longer
- C'mon pussy just try me
- //Outro:
- Y'all wanna be slick huh?
- Try to fuck up my life?
- Just wait bitch
- Imma make your life a living hell just like you did me
- Motherfuckers
- Hahaha
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