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My apologies
- Back then, I wasn't worried about tomorrow
- I wasn't scared of the future or what would follow
- All I wanted was to be with you and that was all that mattered
- But I never knew that things between us could get so damn shattered
- Now I ain't asking to get you back
- Because you're right I'm just another crazed maniac
- But I was your maniac, I was happy with you
- And I didn't even care about what you put me through
- But now things have grown so different
- Maybe it's my fault, was I too ignorant
- Maybe after all the pain and loss I was too broken
- But I didn't mean to hurt you with what I had spoken
- So forgive me, I didn't realize
- That my anger and arrogance would be my own demise
- But behind the emotions and the smoke screen of lies
- All that hate for you was really love in disguise
- Now I ain't asking to have you back
- I really just want you to know that
- I never meant to hurt you so bad
- If I could take back what I had said
- I would do it untill I was dead
- Cause those are words that I never meant
- I'm kinda scared that you'll never forgive me
- It's been on my mind for weeks now, believe me
- All I want to do is get down on my knees
- And say sorry, but my courage decided to leave me
- So If you'll listen I've got an apology to give
- This moment is just one that I hope I'll never relive
- Hear me out, and by the end I'll be yours to forgive
- I'm sorry that the words that I said came across as so violent
- I'm sorry that despite my emotions I couldn't hold my silence
- I apologize that I wasn't there when you needed me the most
- I was so afraid that the contact would leave me exposed
- And I'm sorry that I couldn't provide
- The sort of sympathy you needed to be satisfied
- The sort of empathy you wanted with me by your side
- The sort of stability,
- Cuz I felt so guilty,
- And you didn't know how close I was to suicide
- Cause I hid it so deep beneath my ego and my pride
- Or I hid it behind, the Aderall and cyanide
- But I've had enough of this deceitful joyride
- Now I ain't asking to have you back
- I really just want you to know that
- I never meant to hurt you so bad
- If I could go back and hold my tongue
- I would do it till my last sun
- Those are things I should never have done
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