BUILDING BLUEPRINT
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my life
- this is taking some guts
- right now im in a struggle tryna find out where to go
- i think this is a story you should know here i go
- when i was 2 my mum decided she didnt want me
- so she left me outside a relative's house and said
- i cant cope she was diagnosed with postnatal depression
- my dads mum tried to help but social services
- got involved and weeks went by no sign of her
- i had to go to hospital because i had a problem with my nose
- and a rash from my head to my toes
- the rash wasnt the problem but the doctor said they
- couldnt understand how i could breath
- i had lost a lot of blood that night and the doctors asked
- for my mum but again there was no sign of her
- years went by not a phone call birthday, christmas present
- then i was 6 and i was in school with my brother
- we got caught robbing money so we could get noticed
- oh we got noticed alright by the fucking police
- and after that i didnt see my mum my brother my sister until i was 8
- then i stepped up and said i want to see my mum
- then i used to go an stay 2 times a week but then my mum
- used to send me back home because she said she
- was off out or having something to eat
- but that was all a lie i always wanted that motherly figure around but
- it didnt happen but while all this was going on my dad had a girlfriend but
- he always bothered with her and her daughter i didnt mind because i
- loved her she was more of a mum to me that my real mum was
- i wanted a mum so i could have some mother daughter time but then
- when i turned 12 i started to self harm because people said stuff about
- my mum saying she was a terrible person she cant look after her kids
- she does this she does that but now i realise self harm isnt a way of
- dealing with things it was for me but not anymore i used advice off the
- internet and did things to take my mind off of things and it helped but then
- terrible happened in school i got called names from fat bitch to slut and i
- got death threats everytime i logged on to any social media
- it was all so much to take in i decided i wanted to end my life but then
- i thought about if i ended my life what would i do to others
- and i told more people about how i felt and i got quite alot of help
- so now im taking this time out to realise what ive done and to apologize
- i need to step up my game and buck my ideas up and start thinking about
- what degrees i want because i leave school in 1 yr and i will be in college
- i want to become a professional writer and music /rap dance
- choreographer but if i want this to happen i need to settle down
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