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Suicidal Thoughts
- //Verse 1\\
- Im feeling suicidal its the same vicious cycle,
- im Lost in denial and my revival is vital,
- I fight only for survival, my past is my rival,
- Will i last, i smoke to mask the pain but it turns bad fast,
- So many tears ive shed in short years for lost peers,
- Will i be forgiven by god, i was one of his lost children,
- Bad decisions and many sins for hopeless reasons,
- I hear my demons i dont want em anymore but they aint leavin',
- I need guidance but i can hear ambulance sirens,
- Was it my defiance to dads death that led me to violence,
- I can screams then everything goes black and silent,
- Am i lost or am i violent or am i a product of my environment,
- So many questions, i see my fathers presence but feel the devils essence,
- Im catching blessings and the devils intentions on the same line,
- I feel like im in hell but i can see the heavens at the same time,
- Take me away, i cant stay everybodys fake anyway,
- //Hook\\
- //Verse 2\\
- I tried to change, but the rage inside turned my mind deranged,
- Father forgive me life got harder to live so i got darker,
- Fallen friends, crazy weekends, a broken relationship so now the joy ends,
- trust is damaged, crushed by phony homies, so i bust cause ive been abandoned
- Im lost and im lonely, call me soft cause i need a girl to hold me closely,
- Im dying slowly, fighting back tears using hennessy and multible beers,
- Smoking weed, dreaming of my deceased seed who never gotta chance to breathe,
- this life i lead nothing guaranteed, apart from being buried, i aint worried,
- Im gonna leave cause i cant achieve the same equality as those who study,
- im not stupid its just cupid did a number on me,
- just Lost kid from the gutter dealt with the madness raised by a single mother,
- Heart break and pain, my mistakes have drove me insane,
- Nobody understands me, why is it just my demons holding my hands G,
- Nobody loves me not even my family, just a white ugly cunt who hit insanity,
- My depression makes me question wheres god at?, is watchin' me from heaven,
- Am i just that lethal weapon that keeps em fearin' There own reflection,
- Suicidal thoughts, strictly confidential talks, theres no remorse for so enough of that bollocks
- //Hook\\
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