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Apology
- (Intro:Singing)
- Mom, i wish i can take away the pain i caused,
- and even though you try and, continue to be proud
- but inside, i know it kills you to know the sins of me.
- Mom, i know the damage on you is all my fault,
- no need to blame yourself, you can let ya shame out
- its all me, no need to pretend your happy with me, and...
- [CHORUS:Singing]
- we can't change the mistakes we made, but please,
- there's no one else you can blame, but me,
- i just hope our love still remains, I'm sorry...
- I needa admit that I did some shit that i thought I'll never commit
- what i had to submit was worth more then any autograph or outfit
- something your only born with, thought it was nothing but it was a promise
- i done made myself blood brothers with some others others felt uncomfortable with
- didn't even think twice of affiliating myself with the individuals in this.
- It was dumb, but i felt forever young becoming afraid of the light
- living in the dark, it started with a walk from the park out at night.
- I forgot about family, cuz it took my focus off of what i saw as adversities
- but in the end was the closest thing to me, how could I, thinking this was me.
- Now I've lost myself, facing the mirror glass, but all i faced was some mask
- and now I'm trying to find what was me, runnin' into my past and empty paths
- while on this egg hunt i thought was a paper chase, turned out to be the world's edge
- looking down the ledge to life's end it hit me, what my axe did to my family tree... so I stepped...
- [CHORUS]
- Going down into the abyss, my head spins and i reminisce
- seeing memories i miss, and the memories i would miss
- I'm stretching trying grab the ones in grasp, birthdays, funerals, and my future children
- all the possibilities that could happen in a man's existence I've been forgetting
- marriage, graduation, all this will never get to happen if i went with my mistakes 'n
- the one i really hurt, my momma got it the worst,
- and this is what would occur if i haven't turned,
- imagine her face and feelings if she knew my sins 'n all after confession
- Ma, i can't live with my self knowing the damage you have to hold, process, 'n
- live with this weight I've thrown upon ya, this isn't the child you pictured walking the altar.
- but don't bother blaming this on father, none of this is his fault neither mother
- looking at the street wandering if i should go back 'n, it was you that kept from crossing over
- i just hope that this can take some of that weight off your shoulder
- the way you would worry when i wasn't home, I'm just glad you lived through those dark parts
- and i know for you the hardest part was letting me out your arms,
- fixing my sleeves, shifting ya life for me, and the grief you grieved due to me
- getting all those calls 'bout me, you never wished for a better son, your love for me,
- stayed satisfied with the son you conceived and still had time to love another three.
- I just love how you never lost your pride for me, and the same goes for you Ma
- so i just wanted you to know...
- [CHORUS]
- We can't change the mistakes we made, but please,
- there's no one else you can blame, but me,
- i just hope our love still remains, I'm sorry...
- (OUTRO)
- Mother I'm sorry for all my mistakes,
- but I don't regret the decisions I made.
- Because I would never have learned thee
- the man that i have turned to be.
- I have no remorse for the decisions in school
- thats the reason i have this image of you.
- And if i am the one who has to leave first
- i hope you know, that you've done your part
- and none of this was never your fault.
- [CHORUS]
- It was never your fault...
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