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My clouser
- Mom june first i was dieing for closure. my therapyist
- Says exposure is the last step for forgetting load you hold.
- so i dont always feel like im disposed of you those words were cold it broke me, them words
- were the words many had spoke down to me. they have spreading
- Thoughts ive had to dread on about you mom, you are not dead in me i can see me
- Forgiving the time Wasted i was segergated from the world isolated from gods word any one who tryed to
- help me was given the bird sick of my own illiminating mind set i let myself down i looked like a clown. People
- sat down with me shaking ther head with a disapointed frown
- I was in a six foot ditch working on the last one to make seven but since age ten almost eleven
- I was suicidal, liable to go off i was a missile,a Ticking time bomb. I know i will get was coming to me
- God got alot to charge me with and theres no running gonna answer his qestions and theres no
- mother fucking beggening i can think of i just hope he takes it easy and sees what im becomeing. my cps files
- Piss me off there so confuseing like Sun Dials Ive Lived four very diffrent life styles
- Piles and piles of regrets it even worth my time cuse its set on a date see i came along way and Im willing to
- bet if i stayed at HoH i would have to bang a set the internet is making violence look good and keeping the bad sides of it silent
- This closure isgood and you should read this with memory's.
- Enemies are still family and certainly don't always get along and thats just Reality and sadly
- im missing lollie and my dady
- And you its crappy becuse of me and the sun is comeing out suddenly fast but from revilation from my past
- It can go away just as fast. I learned that last night you and i were talking i
- Thought on what you said as i laid in bed. All of the past lead to a sussceful
- Me and im not so negative becuse i learned from these lessons with a level head and now it makes since
- and im literally shinning so im tieing bits and pieces together i no longer feel like dieing and
- each day you can tell on my post on the book i wrote it on the header. I have not forgot my part of what i did. it is in the
- light its no longer in a Secret place to hide i did not not care truthfuly i played blind but im gonna put that behind us so it
- dose not pop up down the road like some put a landmine of some kind.
- I hold my self accountable and now i feel
- increadable. because you knew me back then i acted a fool know im super smart
- passing grades in school. i was sick of reportedly braking my promises and hopitals with all them papers i had to sign
- My brain is a tool im helping others so i can be a helpful frind Instead of constinly creating sins i had resine and thats how Clouser helped with in.
- Thank you mom, I can be gone now just know im safe and sound and i hope all is well if there is a word i can
- spell to tell you i got up sice the last Time i fell is accountabilty thats that word i can be definded as in a streangth ive worked hard on and busted my ass
- so thanks for the closure since we've talked i feel like we're closer
- And thats aot since last time i talked to you a few years back i wanted nothing to do with you
- I know you love me and im here to say i love you so i wrote to you it in a rap, well thats the last thing i would want you to hear from me life is confuseing i could die
- tomorrow but aleast i'd get to leave with knowing i told you i love you so it makes me feel better that I have told you that.
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