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Dear Son
- Dear Son,
- I miss you. How have you been? It's been a while.
- I hope you're not wasting any of your time, you're in your prime.
- How sublime it must be to hear from your Father,
- I'm sorry if it this comes at a time I could be a bother to you.
- I have thought about the things I missed while I was gone,
- While you grew up to be a little man.
- I'm sure you grew up a lot by now,
- How's your sister?
- I miss her too.
- Oh, how I miss the both of you.
- She has the most beautiful eyes, the deepest hue of blue.
- All I have now is this imprisoned view.
- Are you learning a lot in school? I hope you are killing it!
- Are you doing any Spring sports?
- My heart contorts when I think of all the things I will never
- Have a chance to be a part of again.
- Listen, I hope you have been able to understand why I was taken
- And you have been able to awaken from a well rested night's
- Sleep each night.
- It's making me crazy. My mind is no longer hazy.
- I'm sorry I waited years to write you, I feel so lazy.
- How is Daisy? That dog was so cute. She must be big these days.
- I used to love to watch you guys play, almost every day.
- Anyway, I wanted to let you know something very important.
- In short, it's something you need to know because I think
- You're old enough to comprehend it. I always thought you would
- Be not prepared to hear it, but I now fear what could be destroying me.
- Do you recall the way your Mother would callously mistreat
- You and your sister? She would abuse you both, violently,
- And like a monkey, she always thought it was kind of funny.
- The howling sounds of pain would resonate through the house.
- I felt ashamed I didn't do anything to intervene. She was so mean.
- The bruises she would leave on your bodies disgusted me.
- Within minutes it was the darkest black, like a rotten plum.
- The terrible, hurtful things she would say also upset me.
- Was it less trouble to physically and psychologically abuse you
- Than to learn to be a better person biologically?
- A confounding predicament, for sure, I never could see how it
- came to be so difficult.
- When she began normalizing the abuse, I think I began to see
- What she really was like beneath the mask she wore each day.
- I couldn't sit and watch you both be treated like trash,
- Her behavior was brash, and I couldn't just dash.
- I saw you start to bring the anger to school,
- Getting into trouble more often, slowly un spooling,
- And I knew it was time to act.
- So, I thought of something I could do to help you escape from
- The very life I helped you to create.
- That evening, after putting you down to sleep for the night,
- After she did all of her routine, hit all the lights,
- And made sure you were tucked in tight,
- I made my move while she sat and watched television.
- The very woman who gave me several beautiful children
- Would now be the recipient of one of my most regrettable memories,
- If ever these hands had a chance to do so.
- As I moved to place the razor wire over her throat,
- The true scope of what I was doing hit home.
- No time for regrets, this was the time to be sure
- That the children I love would have a future.
- As I passed by her locked gaze, she moved to react to me,
- In what had to be an instant, I knocked the wire completely tight.
- Your mother moved to look into my eyes as blood began seeping,
- No more breathing was ever done. Her eyes filled with red,
- As she choked her final, attempted breathe.
- Keeping locked eyes as she reached up for my wrists, not knowing
- She was only assisting my grip, her carotid bled quick.
- As she finished gurgling for air on the sofa,
- I turned off the TV, so the sound wouldn't wake you.
- You deserved to sleep so peacefully,
- Just as your mother will, eternally.
- Sometimes, the people we live with are the very ones
- We end up hating before the end.
- And I know I sacrificed my freedom,
- I did it only to keep you from ever having to worry again.
- I love you, Son, even if you end up wanting nothing to do with me
- In the end, I did it for you.
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