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Tupacquiao - losing my mind! (NEW 2019 true story about my life rap track!!!!!)
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- See my life’s been kind of dark.
- I was in a special school a first.
- It was because i had speach problems.
- They killed my confidence forever.
- It always made me hold back.
- That’s why i used to be shy.
- Then in high school.
- A couple of dickheads had to take the piss.
- “I don’t think I’ll ever forget this!”
- (The police don’t understand these streets)
- “You know nothing what we have to mofo’ go through”
- (We need to target the law all y’all)
- “Because ladies and gentlemen we simply just want out fucking freedom!”
- (Aww I’m sorry all y’all...)
- “I just had to fucking say it...!”
- the school was ok.
- Teachers made us get naked for a water fight.
- Everybody was getting dressed.
- Supposed i was different for being abit suspicious.
- The teachers got me into sex at that point.
- Wondering being cursious.
- That was grange valley in haydock.
- It was kind of fucked up.
- Everyone kept asking me.
- Like these twins.
- “Why don’t you ever speak to me?”
- Maybe it was because of my speach.
- Wonder what happened to them.
- I got moved schools sooner or later.
- Had to find new friends.
- I missed my old ones.
- I was gangstered up at that school.
- Standing up to every bully.
- Just like my first day of primary.
- Stood there like a mofo’ hero.
- Even though i defended lewis back then.
- We still never got along.
- Fuck knows why.
- Maybe people just thought of me all wrong.
- The teachers couldn’t be bothered with me.
- You know because i was mofo’ slow?
- They just kept giving me a time out.
- Sending me to sulk in the corner.
- All embarrassed in front of the whole class.
- It wasn’t all that bad though.
- I kind of miss old shows like pippin.
- What’s appended to the motivational ones all y’all?
- By the time i moved schools.
- My mum thought i knew someone called daniel.
- He pulled a crazy face.
- He wasn’t sure what she was on about.
- Neither did i to be honest.
- Kind of creeped us both out.
- I made friends in the end.
- After being useless so left out of every team.
- Always picked last that just fucking depressed me homie.
- High school was alienating.
- I just got sick of seeing hoes my age or older in thomgs.
- Loads of young girls that was pregnant and fucking everything.
- Always doing shit they shouldn’t be doing.
- It just turned my stomach and scarred me for life.
- Being surrounded by loads of gangs.
- It just wrecked my head cause’ it was clearly pathetic.
- Getting into a gang myself.
- I was always causing trouble.
- The lads was sound at first.
- Got slightly older.
- Was only bothered about the sex.
- Girls this girls that.
- “THAT ISN’T EVEN FUCKING LOVE!”
- It just scarred me even more.
- So I stopped going out.
- Also got sick of always fighting.
- So I stayed in isolating myself away from the world.
- “UNTIL FACEBOOK GOT ME INTO FUCKING ARGUING!”
- My mind power was drained.
- My confidence already left me at nursery.
- So many problems during life.
- Life just fucking hated and cursed me.
- I fucking swear to all of you.
- Nothing ever went right for me.
- Nearly died multiple times by being clumsy.
- Also a hurricane on holiday scarred me for life too.
- I thought i wasn’t gonna wake up that next morning.
- My speach, my hearing, my vision, spots in high school, fucking everything.
- No girls ever bothered with me.
- Thrmlads only cared about one thing.
- The rest just caused trouble and crime.
- Fuck knows about the rest apart from playing on games.
- They just angered the army in the end all y'all.
- I’m sorry for all the shit I’ve caused with the police back in high school.
- I just wanted to show off to the girls but nothing happened anyway.
- At the end of the day i still looked like a fucking fool.
- Getting close to me, just to get closer to my friends back then.
- That’s what it felt like, they just ended up being dickheads around the girls.
- I hated that they’d changed, the girls letting it all happen.
- They just wouldn’t listen to me, i tried my best to keep them out of sex.
- Away from the alcohol, but obviously mofo’ no.
- I fell for loads of them years ago.
- Then it teard me apart watching loads of lads get with them.
- Hearing different rumours.
- I actually liked them for being themself.
- They should’ve stuck to the hoes.
- Being the nicer looking lads.
- They got all of the fucking girls.
- Here’s me alone.
- Just always watching them kiss.
- Whilst i was on my own.
- I let them do anything they wanted.
- I only kicked off and got strict when they did something wrong.
- They wanted all there own way.
- Fake profiles always messing with my head too.
- Still trying to work out wich one of you.
- I was off track back then.
- That’s why it’s important to keep girls in place.
- The nice ones get brainwashed into being a mofo’ hoe.
- The bitches end up the nice ones.
- That’s why you keep bitches in place too.
- Make sure none of them turn into a mofo’ hoe.
- I was heartbroken by every single one of you.
- Can you imagine that?
- Always heart broken.
- It takes people years to get over one heart breaker.
- This was beyond heart breaking.
- It was every single day.
- Always sat there crying.
- Torn apart with a messed up head.
- Mentally and emotionally damaged.
- Always getting PURPOSLY wound up.
- Do you know what that can do to a persons head?
- “MWUHAHAHAHAHA It’s time for the millennials revenge now all y’all...!”
- Fake profiles making me feel ugly and fucking everything.
- My head was messed up.
- Then it felt like it exploded.
- My heart was aching.
- Then it was scarred up to fuck.
- All on my own with zero mofo’ help.
- All y’all left me to fucking suffer.
- You always let me down.
- Backing out of things all of the time.
- Wouldn’t do this or that.
- Stuff like camping or whatever.
- I prefer my own bed anyway at the end of the day.
- All of those times i was crying.
- My heart was breaking.
- All you thought about was sex.
- The alcohol pills or drugs.
- Gangs always causing trouble or crime.
- This wasn’t the type of life for me right?
- My head was proper fucked up,
- Do you understand the serious crime about this?
- My head always hurting.
- My heart always aching,
- I was in too much pain and going through it all on my own.
- Taking the world on including the haters all alone.
- “I was Mentally wounded and damaged for life!”
- (Now I’m simply just one of a kind)
- “I was simply in major pain just losing maaaaa miiiind!”
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