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My Past
- see you walking 'round the block
- I know that I got to stop
- I be getting letters home that I'm doing better
- I've had problems for 16 years
- I always be shedding tears
- making unreasonable fears
- I always try to find the light but that is a harder fight
- I always live in the darkness
- I don't what's wrong or right
- I always see my past
- I know that its gonna last
- I wish I could change all the bad decisions that I have made
- I have a bright future ahead of me &I am strong
- I am smart and if I screw up I won't have no one to love
- I always see my past
- I know that's its gonna last
- I always have these thoughts
- about all the problems that I cause
- yeah, my parents, they worry about me
- I don't want them to worry 'bout me
- but I didn't mean to break their trust
- I just didn't want to open up
- they said that they would help me in a sticky situation
- I got to live wit all these hesitations
- n I got to learn to be patient
- if I ever talk about my problems
- it'll make me seem just like a drama queen
- I just have some problems I just need to keep to me
- I've had thought in the past about dying
- every time I think about it I start crying
- when people ask me how my day was I'm saying
- "It was fine"
- but like Pinocchio, I'm lying
- I overdosed at school about a year ago
- I took to many drugs and I was moving real slow
- one day I got really stressed
- about the midterm test
- felt like an anvil on my shoulders
- being squished by a boulder
- I took to many pills and I couldn't feel nothing
- I couldn't speak up when I was told to say something
- I couldn't stand up, only able to throw up
- I couldn't stay awake
- some people thought it was fake
- my past will have bad stuff
- even when times get tough
- when I have enough
- I listen to juice but he talks about drugs
- but he ain't talkin bout the good stuff he talks bout the bad stuff
- the things that puts you in a hearse
- when you feel the lowest of the low or worse
- when I think about my past
- I know that its gonna last
- it haunts me every time so I just gotta laugh
- cant show my pain
- gotta hide it in my brain
- I know I ain't getting my life back
- and that's just a fact
- I don't share my feelings I don't like communicating
- parents don't understand kids thoughts, it's complicated
- I be sitting back thinking bout life so much I'm contemplating
- my past
- my past
- I know that it's gonna last
- my past
- my past
- time be moving way to fast
- I be in my room so much that I start fading
- sometimes just I don't want to be waking
- I feel like rapunzel being stuck in the castle
- this quarantine stuff I just can't handle
- sometimes the grim reaper comes to visit me
- but I guess god agreed it's not the right time you see
- my past that really be haunting me
- God gave me more time to live my life
- after I od'd it was him who kept me alive through the night
- he wanted me to awake to the nice sunrise
- and have pancakes on my breakfast plate
- (and it's the life I learned to appreciate)
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