Mockingbird Remix- (finished)

[VERSE:1]

 

Once upon a time i wrote my first rhyme, practiced and then one day

started rapping at school, thought i was cool, man, the blacks said white boys can't rap.

Then all hope inside of me collapsed, so i thought, i stopped rapping for a year then

comes along my baby girls. I treat my daughters like pearls. On a Saturday night at 10 pm

a murder coincided, one of my daughters died, then the next one was me.

Feeling threatened, unsettled, rattled, frozen in place feeling shackled

Then I thought of my daughters and became filled with fury inside

Moved 1 inch then another, then im at full capacity. Fuck Insanity, i use profanity.

The man came at me with a shank, defending myself with a plank of wood.

Ahh!! i needa get outta this hood man. Next thing i know i see the man turn to somebody else

This man has a dim heart.

Next thing i know, im getting slower, the man started after me again.

The suspense was so much i pulled out my glock and shot his ass

This moment will be everlasting in my nightmares, gives me a scare.

Tears a whole in my heart and soul, becoming famous and getting money

to raise my 3 daughters is the goal, has been the whole time, so i put up

my past and rhyme.

 

[Chorus:]

Now hush little baby, don't you cry

Everything's gonna be alright

Stiffen that upper lip up, little lady, I told ya

Daddy's here to hold ya through the night

I know mommy's not here right now and we don't know why

We feel how we feel inside

It may seem a little crazy, pretty baby

But I promise mama's gon' be alright

 

[VERSE:2]

It's another day again

I see my baby crying

Screaming

Don't leave me

I'm not leaving

no more

I thought I only needed god

But fuck that all I need is my baby girl

when I feel like I died

She's the only one I need in the world

Cause suddenly

I'm not crazy

(Well not that much)

When I look in her eyes

No lies

Baby be a strong soldier

even when I'm not there

To fight of your night mares

Dry your eyes

Because I'm here

And there's nothing to now to fear

come on baby grab my hand

don't be scared

We'll walk this road together

I'll try my best to be here

forever

Sometimes it seems impossible

when I got people trying to make my life a living hell

I get it I can be failure and just fail

cause sometimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders

everyone's leaning on me

cause sometimes it feels like the world's almost over

But she comes running back to me

But my baby girl

knows I'm a soldier

no one can take her from me

but to her im superman

she's my number one fan

god I'm happy I got her

I don't know how to express how much love I have for my baby any futher

all I got to do is my booboo face

and she comes and hugs me

asks What's wrong

Nothing baby I'm just trying to finish this song

But she inspired me to write this one

if I could find a way to express how I feel I'd keep doing this song for my daughter

how glade I am I got her

imma watch you grow

And shine

And make a sign

so you'll always know

As long as

One and one is two

There will never be another father

Who love's their daughter more than I do

the first time

She smiled at me

My heart skipped a beat

you don't know how much you mean to me

Not the slightest I would always be there for you

Well I'm here

And im not going anywhere baby

I love you

 

[Chorus:]

Now hush little baby, don't you cry

Everything's gonna be alright

Stiffen that upper lip up, little lady, I told ya

Daddy's here to hold ya through the night

I know mommy's not here right now and we don't know why

We feel how we feel inside

It may seem a little crazy, pretty baby

But I promise mama's gon' be alright

 

And if you ask me to

Daddy's gonna buy you a mockingbird

I'mma give you the world

I'mma buy a diamond ring for you

I'mma sing for you

I'll do anything for you to see you smile

And if that mockingbird don't sing and that ring don't shine

I'mma break that birdie's neck

I'll go back to the jeweler who sold it to ya

And make him swallow every fucking carat, yeah don't fuck with dad (ha ha ha)

 

[VERSE:3]

ask yourself one question in life am i everything that i want to be is there any

thing else i need to fix or add in my life that would make it better well this is

what i would do listen cause this is fate.

 

The father he'd never know,

And this all of this goes to show,

There's a way that we all can go,

To the safety we call our own,

In a life, that we cannot own.

Glass on a broken picture,

We left it to die in vain.

It brings back all of the nightmares,

And bolsters all of the pain.

You ask me why I'm insane,

And I'll tell you all just the same.

It's a way that we all relate.

It's something' you can't debate

 

Literal history, the start of a darkened mystery,

The lyrics of life that filled me

The era of a lunatic

Foolish and crazy ruthless

I am the opportunist

The justice i give is unfinished.

And mean-while my dreams were being diminished by doubt.

I'm just in love with spitting profound lyrics.

Gotta stay optimistic through this pain.

Im so psychotic people believe me to be inhumane.

Truth is man, im insane, but sane. It's just to help overcome the pain.

and i have to Ascertain what you're saying, cause my trust isn't strong.

Man, every day i'm prone just to do something wrong.

I could keep spittin for more than an hour long, but

im just here to tell my story and y'all need to quit acting like your my advesary.

 

[Chorus:]

Now hush little baby, don't you cry

Everything's gonna be alright

Stiffen that upper lip up, little lady, I told ya

Daddy's here to hold ya through the night

I know mommy's not here right now and we don't know why

We feel how we feel inside

It may seem a little crazy, pretty baby

But I promise mama's gon' be alright

 

[VERSE:4]

 

I can't even begin to comprehend the amount of manic scenes I showed

Depressive, suddenly my mood changes

I've got so many phases and faces that you couldn't even fuck with me

Because you see

I am not, But i am

I change more that the whore dancing on the penthouse floor for yours

And mine

But what's yours is mine

It hasn't even crossed my mind

that I am fucking Psychotic

 

Every time I try and do right, it feels so wrong

and every time i know that its wrong, it feels so right

probably because of all the times i hit the bong

Am i the only one that feels this way tonight?

 

Of course I'm a Psycho if you can't already tell

I wonder sometimes why I'm not locked up in a cell

I never feel well but I have got to stay sane for my little girls.

 

[Chorus:]

Now hush little baby, don't you cry

Everything's gonna be alright

Stiffen that upper lip up, little lady, I told ya

Daddy's here to hold ya through the night

I know mommy's not here right now and we don't know why

We feel how we feel inside

It may seem a little crazy, pretty baby

But I promise mama's gon' be alright