From Hell to Earth and Back again

Yeah life never felt so good, never thought that the

Luxury of food would make my stomach full,

Remember the days kaze when we had nothing but just some

Crumbs of bread left, mom depressed, older brother under arrest

Life back then was such a fucking mess, god had something even more

Sinister written for us, cuz big brother took 12 stabs to the chest

While being in his conquest for a better life but now he won't witness

the continuing rest

But I'm still lost in this world walking the same path as

The proclaimed fallen angel that I always was, the madness

Sometimes takes a still moment and makes me realize how beautiful

This Hell can be, so much potential and possible good that only seems

today that it's going to literal waste, Hell, Earth and back again,

Still don't know when the End is near, will I die and burn in eternal flames

Or will I enter through the silver cities doors, is there still hope

Or is it already over, constant nightmares make me not sleep at night

Poppin' pills after pills but the shit still doesn't fucking change, it's like I'm cursed

Reliving the endless loop for eternity, can't tell anymore the difference between

Reality and insanity, set for life financially but still there is no peace with my mentality

What are going to do? From Hell to Earth and Back again the shit never ends

Stuck watching the flashbacks in my head From Hell to Earth and Back again the shit never ends

Waiting for the moment till death takes me away From Hell to Earth and Back again the shit never ends