No Love By StormTheArsonist

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Stepping into it, we agreed to pull back when it was time

made agreements since we were both taken never to cross any lines

but rules started bending and all those agreements started to decline

ignoring the obvious pushed the importance of it aside

 

we gave it a try, but it slowly changed that look in our eyes,

the love battled the pride making feelings hard to describe

and the failure to communicate kept everything inside

the silence left the impression the truth was lies in disguise

 

instead we're full of assumptions, and speculations on the rise

while the trust in each other slowly dies, the change disrupts our lives

I'm pulling out knives, surprised cause your actions are unrecognized

having me paralyzed, in shock but I've stopped and realized,

 

its to hard to justify, as problems continued to multiply,

neither one of us is shy, to look each other in the eye and say good bye.

our double standards are hazardous and don't apply to you and i

we're to much alike, we're either making love or constantly fight,

 

make love again like its alright, getting in the last word out of spite,

 

the bitterness, i can taste it, yet i feel its all over rated

its complicated, we got that mixture of love and hatred,

and even thou you and your mans love has faded

we take what we can and make it, when we could, we would take it

 

we keep the titles separated, but the love and sex penetrated

but neither one of us would dare to pursue it or elevate it

continued and dated, trying to figure out the picture we've painted

both of us naked, I got to admit your sexy when your frustrated

 

a year past and we made it, and the beginning was my favorite,

but all this changed it, and soon the positive was out weighted

you've taken a pause and I've waited, friends with benefits and dedicated

never replaced you while separated while the love escalated

you returned knowing we cant walk away from this love we created

 

its all designed to define how we keep things in line. we know the signs

the warnings, when to text in the morning,

knowing when to visit and the rules to calling

limiting visits, and our hearts to prevent feelings from Morphing

and look what its causing.... even though we've taken caution

 

from the start we've limited our offering's, to avoid anxiety

we love one another but just don't trust one another entirely

thinking ahead with a variety of excuses to avoid any irony

a insane rivalry, so we remained unseen to society

everything we've done was unseen and done quietly

 

as i look behind me, I'm noticing the withdrawals, small quarrels

as you look for a way out the portals, I get it, I'm forgetting we're mortals

and it made me blind to the battles your having within your morals

where barely speaking has become the new normal

 

since its been over, there hasn't been a day I've remain sober

if i just have looked closer, maybe we could have closure

instead were on a rollercoaster with ups and downs like a stoner

unable to look at one another giving each other the cold shoulder.

unable to be with one another as every second gets colder

now we're older, and we still hold our ground like a soldier.

 

i can honestly say.....you got your way.....its finally over...

cause as I recall and look closer, I just moved on and kept my composure.

while you ran back to him and I watched him hold ya.

but now your unhappy seeing the exposure

shocked, I know ya better then you think i know ya.

when I warned ya and you ignored everything that I told ya.

 

Hold up....and now you don't recall that talk ?

"If someone can walk away from you, let them walk."

no matter whos at fault, pop that cork,

cause look what karma brought, here's food for thought,

if it were real they would never had walked......

REAL TALK!