coulda been me

Lets take for instance,

I write far from a distance.

Got you near sided,

Took all your breath

Left you hanging with no excitement

Now your face turning black

Like the color of death

Now your body layz to rest!

Where goes your soul?

For that answer has never been untold

For everyone has an explanation,

But think about it…

No one really knows

For all the lies that have been said

And the truths that are untold

What does it matter

When your tears hit the ice

and they break and they shatter

What is this life we living?

When people are taking and forsaking

For everything that we’ve been giving?

It’s like being in a roller coaster

Strapped in the seat

On the way up

I am grittin my teeth

While I’m strollin to the TOP

I’m feelin the heat

Cause I know I’m bout to drop

everything that I keep.

What’s the point I’m getting at?

I don’t even know

I just picked this pen up 60 seconds ago

Waiting for something to happen as I write these words on this page

What am I trying to say

Cause my thoughts are just fading away!

As I turn on the TV

I see nothing but reality

As these people living they lives

And they faking their cries

And they laughing with their evil demons inside

I’m not understanding what this world is coming to

Well…maybe I’m not suppose to know

And just go with they flow

But there is something inside telling me to figure it out

I need to know and find out what it’s all about.

I picked up my friend from the block a couple of months ago

Now I’m high and faded a couple of blunts ago

In between her breast there lies a tattoo

Of a spider

With eight legs that’s crawling on me

from the vibe I feel from inside her.

I start to get the sensation

Luring through my fingers

As she come towards me

And our bodyz start to Lingure.

She was making me hot

As I felt the heat on my neck.

It felt like the room was on fire!

I looked in her eyes and saw her desire

As she withered my neck and gave me a whisper

I knew right then and there

She wanted me to kiss her.

I closed my eyes and held my breath.

She told me to “RELAX”

Now all that heat strolled from my neck down to my back

Giving me this tingling sensation

She was making me hot

As I felt the heat on my neck.

It felt like the room was on fire!

I looked in her eyes and saw her desire

As she withered my neck and gave me a whisper

I knew right then and there

She wanted me to kiss her.

I closed my eyes and held my breath.

She told me to “RELAX”

Now all that heat strolled from my neck down to my back

Giving me this tingling sensation

Using all five senses

Without any imagination

I know I was about to go on a joy ride of my life

And this ticket was free

But the thing was…

I couldn’t really see!

Then all of a sudden the remote fell to the floor

It sounded like a knock on the bedroom door

Then I looked up and stared at the TV.

It was on channel 69

Before it hit the floor

Now it is on channel 68.

The discovery channel found me with a slithering snake!

At the time I was high

And I knew this feeling wasn’t right

Cause when I closed my legs

She wanted to fight

Like the snake on TV

That was tempting to strike

Her eyes that tried to seduce me

Just turned to evil

Like I see in some of these people

Everything that night

Fell right into place

As I was about to make my life’s worst mistake.

It was like a sign from God

From the heavens above

That save me again

As though I thought this gurl

Was only but a friend

It all came to an end

When I put out her fire

That was burning her desire

SIX MONTHS LATER…

I run into at the club

She asked me to follow her to her car

I was like okay… but she isn’t going to get me that far

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She was begging me please

I knew she was serious

When she fell to her knees

Then she cried to me...she said, “YaYa, I have HIV”

In the back of my mind

I was like “DAMN the TV”

If I didn’t look up

This could have been ME