tribute to unc (unfinished)

Mann it wasnt nothing like that time i heard the news,

woken up by my mothers tears my uncle got bluesed.

Lawd goosebumps flowed all through my body,

i was young but i new death was something so naughty.

i aint cry though my body aint let them flow,

and if you ask me i handled it pretty strong.

family really fallen apart by this devistation,

i admired his hustle, and everything he been makin.

maybe thats the main reason i have trust issues,

the ones you think the closest to you, can get you oozed.

Sometimes i stare in the mirror wishing i could be like him,

turn a band into bankrolls keepin a watch of them.

thats when i realized all snakes dont hiss nomore,

paranoid i dont even much like to answer doors.

everytime i see his face my heart hurt more and more,

and i refuse to let it go cause i wasnt really sure.

he aint never ask for nothing from nobody thats right,

i know its hard for my momo to sleep at night.

all i can do is send a prayer in hopes that she heal nice,

i wish there was a second chance so that he can live twice.