in my head p2

'Cause there's monsters in my head, yeah-uh, yeah-uh

And she just want me dead, yeah-uh, yeah-uh

I wonder what it even meant, yeah-uh

Was this love or just a test? Yeah-uh

Fuck me up just like the rest (fuck me up just like the rest)

Well hey, at least I tried my best (well hey, at least I tried my best)

I guess I failed but it's okay (I guess I failed but it's okay)

'Cause you're a damn disgrace ('cause you're a damn disgrace)

My mama say you is mistake (my mama say you is mistake)

But she no lie, you know that, ayy? (But she no lie, you know that, ayy?)

You in my mind and it feels so hard

I wish we could find a new spark

But you played your part, now we're worlds apart

I guess I played the game cleverly and smart, yeah

I'll disregard the words that you say that are sharp

You say you mean no harm then you grab my arm

Beg for me not to leave, like a goddamn poison dart

Always pullin' me back in, leavin' me scarred

Your words catch me off guard

I can see your eyes from a million yards, yeah

 

Fucking with me then you depart, uh-uh

Fucking with me like it's art, uh-uh

Fucking with me, break my heart, uh-uh

Then go and call me a retard, uh-uh

'Cause baby, you bite like a shark, uh-uh

Always makin' my dogs bark, uh-uh

I fell for you, now I'm in the dark, uh-uh

I really just wan' walk the park, uh-uh

Oh boy, you really left your mark, haven't you?

Suicidal thoughts when I'm passin' you

I shoulda known you weren't the girl I shoulda passed it to

Now I feel like it's hard even askin' you

When we talk, my heart walks away into the Haven view

Maybe one day Satan will come and be takin' you

Nobody be savin' you

Fuck you up, I'm hatin' you

Dumb fuck got me hatin' truths

Fucking with me might get you hated, too

I hold all these sacred views

Mama say I'm sacred, too

I wanna fly to Haven's roof

Suicide when I sit next to you

I did my best for you, uh

Am I just dead to you? Left over residue?

'Cause baby, I bested you

And I know I was testin' you, temptin' you

To do something that could scar the person next to you

You fucking with my mind and I can't even be textin' you

I don't send no texts to you, hell no

Bitch, you found a better dude

And now I think of you together, too

It don't break my heart 'cause now I got better views

And I'll find someone else who can better you, yeah

 

We're rivals, but you're my idol

Disciples wit' rifles, like I'm Michael

In the finals, in the title, sluts walk miles

To see sluts smile, I read the bible

I slowly spiral into an endless place of trials

And bitch, you in denial, 911 you dial

Cash on me, revival, suicide due to your arrival

And is there chances of survival?

Not when you take my vitals

Always breakin' my spinal

I scratch like a vinyl

Turn the whole sea to a tidal

She fuck with me, it's a cycle

Of pain and empathy then suicidal

'Cause bitch when you're next to me my emotions go viral

Yeah, you want me dead, that's final

She was in my head, holdin' a rifle

Inside my bed, I stand tall like the Eiffel

Bitch, you're so spiteful, always so dull

Fucking with me I know you got a pull

Strugglin' wit' demons, that's a whole lotta bull

Now I'm fucking sick and my stomach don't feel full

You got a mouthful of all this wool

She wan' fuck with me, uh, she make me mull

She want me dead, I know, that's cool

Why'd I ever fall for a fool?

 

Life's so cruel, yeah, it's my fuel, yeah

Skippin' school, yeah, bitches drool, yeah

On my stool, yeah, like Samuel, yeah

You're a tool, yeah, models in the pool, yeah

Me no follow rules, yeah

Got all these jewels, yeah

All these molecules, yeah

Bitch, I'm just a ghoul, yeah

This shit is a whirlpool, yeah

Bitch, can we just duel? Yeah

Fucking with me, you're cruel, yeah

This shit futile, I ain't useful

Livin' youthful, life ain't truthful

Guess we mutual,, life so brutal

Life so crucial, go on Google

Be my pupil, so unusual, no approval

Fuck me up then go and doodle

Suck my dick like a damn noodle

Everyone look at me so neutral

Fucking with me, to be truthful

Fucking with me, it's so futile

She want me dead, fluffed up like a poodle

What do she want? She so cruel-uel

 

'Cause there's monsters in my head, yeah-uh, yeah-uh

In my bed, yeah-uh, yeah-uh

What did the texts you sent (yeah-uh)

Even mean? To begin with?

Fucking with me, on my wishlist

Will I ever win it or am I on yo' hitlist?

Motherfuckers wanna kick dick got 'em livid

So damn frigid and rigid double digits

Pivots and divots pop a mint, bitch

Yeah, she just needin' stitches

All these hoes some bitches

My daddy was a witch bitch

All my friends are just some witches

They all fake, on the bitchlist

I'm sorry, I don't speak Bitchlish

Can you by any chance speak English?

Yeah