Lucy's Dog

 

Fleeting feeling seeking fame, pleading greedy for acclaim

Reading Lucy give champagne, just my woman with distain

Couldn't figure out the bigger picture, bicker 'bout the trust 'n mixtures

Lingering thoughts a thing of horror, sorta like a type 'o torture

Should I fold 'n leave the water, rot in death but cash like Walter

Behold threshold of the dollar, sold my thought fo' a stash of trees

Fucked wit' God almost committed treason, give no reason

Drugged believing, utmost lyrical scheming, thinking I'm untouchable

 

 

Miracle worker so humble, mystically unstoppable, sinking deep for all responses

Further from the nurture 'n wristwatches, seemed impoverished reap deposits

Deemed a murderer of prayer, favored perjurer of saviors

Flavors color 'n the writings, musicality igniting, knew thee gravity of pride

Mother sanity just died, through insanity 'n lies, grew wit' vanity of life

What my memory divide, cut my energy inside, strife

Only time I find a piece of my mind, slowly satisfied at peace with my eye

Realizing the closely tied, devising my hopes 'n skills, stolen guilt

Improvising with my will, I'm revising all I built, I'm revisiting the hill

I'm demolishing fulfilled, abolishing the chilled, relinquishing tranquil

Diminishing the devil

 

 

 

If I blame for a loss I won't give you any credit 'cause to me you're indebted

Flaws 'n fees have left you desperate, pimpled face you need some leverage

Tell you where you life is headed, death 'n hell if you're infected

But I care to bare the selfish, hand expensive gifts to message

Explaining my spirits cherished, Bible lie the gimmicks perished

Idolize me to inherit, remaining forces endorsing, you perplex me to addressing

You're confessing to distorting portions, cigarettes 'n sex 'n fortunes

I could offer you your origins, give you information on your sins

Dedication as a whim, corner you with revelations, would that garner reputation

Barter with you with education, just leave your resignation

Just leave the Christianity, weaving through the gravity, Newton gave reality

Graves 'n craves a tragedy, hate the fact that you find solace in complacency

 

 

 

Now I look around, was the hook profound, fishing me so proud

Took me out the ground, reminiscing on the doubt, finding visions ain't allowed

Supervision on my body, on my soul my heart was sorry

 

 

Prolly lying to myself

Adhering to my health, convincing to embody, the reason why you toll on earth

Even pry the gold from words, admitting you stole pillars, sisters 'n niggas with a purpose

Consoled them with promises of burdens, being lifted off they shoulders

Seeing gifted off ways colder, blossoms taken to the solar, burning to death when they arrive

For flex 'n threats do not advise, forsaken between divine

Mistaken pristine design, with the devil's leveled redefined

Defiance relies on intertwined, rebels temples and the vessels

Planned essentials, guidance gives demise a truth, ties the use

Cries to prove, yet I didn't listen to, da regrets that peek-a-boo

Scare me to my core to view, respect for the God I used to rue

There he thought 'n handed second chances, granted independent access

Now I've reinvented passion, thank he taught 'N rented rapping

My incentives vapid, how I see my actions