Slow dancing with sadness
• Written by Beatrixxx
Was I ever for enough for you?
Was our love ever true?
Did ever want me at all?
Broke off just like leaves in fall
Man, I sure am the greatest
'Cause I was never jealous
When you would brag about your sneaky links
But I was fed up with your bullshit
I thought you would never leave
You could've stayed here with me
But you didn't do that at all
You never heeded the call
And I was tired of
Waiting for you to come
I was fed up
Enough is enough
I thought I could fix you
Break all your bad habits
But it seems like you can't change
How unfortunate, it is
You never really cheated on me
But I still considered you a traitor
Because you wasted no time to run to her
And trust me, that's what really hurts
I wish I hated you as much as people say I should
But it's so hard when you've dedicated 2 years of your life to him
And if one day I gather the courage to forgive you
It's better said than done because it's something that I wouldn't do
Just like Lana said once
Happiness is a butterfly
It's so pretty when it's there, but when it flies away
You're longing to see it again
You are like the cut that always bleeds
You're always reminding me you're there
But I'm here slow dancing with sadness
Because you're not slow dancing with me