It's All Gone Now

by the time the people i care about hear this i say that its gone

they taunted me till i could no longer mourn, so i moved on

the crazies and all the other memories that i have made

could all be put together, but still wont pass me in a grade

 

i was in the shade, hiding away, letting my life get away

it was ricocheting this shit was spraying, and i was slaying

the poon, but other rappers blood, i once flew

i was up there, we all were, but its all gone now, so are you

 

in '14 my mind was squandering in ways I call arty

i still remember those days, you used to call me smarty

cos i was smart with my words, and you liked that about me

and it finally got me noticed, like somebody scouted me

 

Sometimes you go stores and buy everything that you see

well i had to put you back, and i didn't wanna be the one to leave

but i guess that in life, sooner or later, the things you love you lose

but that was already a big part of my life, so i don't hear new news

 

a wise man told me that if one door shuts, plenty more open

so imma take this opportunity, to get chances and hold 'em

and own them, never disown them, but consider them golden

cos one day you will wake up and they will be either lost or stolen

 

and i dont know when the day comes, when i finally meet my maker

my creator, but to him, im gonna be an undertaker

he'll be shakin, its hell im waking, and shit that i am creating

its death that i am dating, and with fear im rollerskating

 

but these words that i spit, can get worse and thats not it

theyre like a curse, what a dick, and when i hurt, i cant help but spit

ever since the first time i used my voice against a fucking challenger

lets just say, he didnt book anything at all on his calendar

 

if i put you in my shoes, in two seconds you would refuse

cos you would fail to use, the common sense to get through

and believe me that is true, not just talking to you

but to everybody who thinks they have it easy, step in my shoes