Missed Dreams
• Written by MTFFFG
verse 1: My bodies running ragged,
souls breaking jagged more and more,
i'm throwing up maggots on the floor,
what happened?
i can't explain it,
nor deny it,
the lord works in mysterious ways,
can't defy it or quit,
life just happens,
its more than missed chances,
and drunken dances,
life's matchless even god can't fathom it,
what are we supposed to achieve,
leave in our names,
grieve when we've been deceived,
there has to be more we've yet to receive,
in our draw of the lottery,
it's random
but still people believe,
and make peace with a passion,
they try to rationalize,
what makes us human,
i don't even know if i exist,
let alone know the solution,
for all i know,
its an illusion,
yet to be proven by man,
mixed up collusions when the delusions began,
powered by the thirst,
for power considered cursed,
it reverses in a burst,
ending up with us getting hurt.
verse 2: some people found the answer,
when they don't even know the question,
i'll keep my mouth shut,
let them learn the right lesson,
cause to me life is a game,
meant to be played backstage,
where my character isn't even the main,
age and time move in vain of mine,
my own existence,
overshadowed by a paradigm,
it's a crime,
to be this useless,
though i'm used to this,
hated for so long,
when i die i won't even be missed,
i'm terminal waiting to be outlived,
dismissed,
sent to the abyss,
assisted by the pain of remiss,
you could say i'm persistent,
resistant to reminiscence,
forgone to the point of inexistence,
pray for forgiveness,
it's not over, til it's over,
though my life may be mediocre,
i'm not stopping nor moving slower,
shoulder the guilt as it gets closer,
i'm the holder, the owner,
i will die not as a moper,
but as a soldier.
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MTFFFG
Member since July 20 2014