Nothing but Bad

"Ay yo.... Surv, Nothing but bad."

 

{Chorus x2}

Because even though a life was so empty and sad

When she got tormented, she #had to be glad

She prayed, and cried, and wished she died, she had,

But, still her life was still nothing but bad

 

Let me tell a little about a dream I had, about a girl who's life was nothing but

bad. Even if she was sad, she'd have to get through it. She had to grab life

but no matter how hard she tried there wasn't anything to it.......

So let me tell you this dream, let me do it!

And let what this woman's been through, and make it impact you, it's time to

take you through it!

 

She was born in a minuscule house, by such a fuckin' whore of a mother a

sperm bank could have accepted the spit from her her mouth.

She had two sisters, and no mister, I guess the father realized her mom was a

whore and ditched her.

She was a good girl, but she was growing in a corrupt world, with two sisters

that would beat her, just to do her mothers job, all of the stress would defeat

her, and her siblings started to rob. She went to school, which her siblings

dropped out of, and was considered the opposite of cool, which her mother

wasn't proud of. So she beat her until she had bruises, bleeding and pleading

as she cried from contusions, hoping it'd get better as she lead her life of

confusion.

 

{Chorus 2x}

Because even though her life was nothing but bad

When she got tormented, she #had to be glad

She prayed, and cried, and wished she died, she had,

But, still her life was still nothing but bad

 

She actually got a job in high school, and paid for college.

She'd get to a place where she'd not learn hate, but knowledge.

She took a career as a writer and since her family wasn't there to fight her,

she was happy, yes, she was actually happy! After she graduated, she ran

from home, call her scrappy.

Met a man, held hands, fell in love, like two doves. Except the dove was a bat

because after she gave birth to 3 kids he was gone like that, before you

could say ratatatat.

But she raised those kids, and they grew up, and she tried to write, but most

of it ended in the garbage can like throw up.

She became sad again, raising 3 kids is hard when you can't even pay for

college tuition. She wanted to steal, to help our lives heal, but that bursts with

sin, like an electric eel. Their youngest son, at 5 years old, didn't know how she

dun feel', so he would keep her sad, making as much noise as a seal.

And she tried to write, and she tried to fight, through everything, but she still

felt like she was in a ring, with a pit of tigers, and she always felt the devil

beside her.

So she thought about the kids, but it didn't work, seeing her in my dream,

I wish I could have saved her, but her emotions weren't in good behavior.

And I saw her kill herself that night, to end the fight, I guess she wanted her

life to take flight.

But listen here, this isn't a dream, this girl was my mother.

Yes, the same one who gave birth to my brothers.

I miss her with my heart, but I know it was her past life being nothing but bad

that tore her apart.

 

{Chorus 2x}

Because even though her life was nothing but bad

When she got tormented, she #had to be glad

She prayed, and cried, and wished she died, she had,

But, still her life was still nothing but bad